var i trollhättan den här helgien, hos micke. vet inte men jag känner mig så trygg när jag är med honom. vi låg i hans soffa och lyssnade på eva cassidy - fields of gold. otroligt fin. den fick mig att tänka på min uppväxt igen. jag är faktiskt uppvuxen i ett litet område som är omringat av åkermark, fält. har lekt på dom så länge jag kan minnas. inte nu längre, men då. det är sorgligt att växa upp.
jag ryser när jag tänker på hur det var.
nu blir jag lite ledsen. ni kanske inte vet det. men jag kommer aldrig få några egna barn. jag ser framför mig den där bilden, när jag ser mitt barn springa och leka som jag gjorde. i guldljus som bara blir på kvällarna om sommaren. jag vill med ha en familj att älska och beskydda.
"Will you stay with me will you be my love among the fields of barley"
måndag 19 januari 2009
onsdag 14 januari 2009
jeffrey Dahmer - Inside The Lair of 213
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With his heart pounding Tracey Edwards made a grab for the door of oxford apartment 213. His only instinct was to run to be free of the mad man who had only moments earlier held a butcher's knife to his body and threaten him with death. Tracey was destined to become victim number seventeen until he made a break for freedom.
Tracey had accepted the offer made by Jeffrey to go back to his apartment to watch pornographic videos. Tracey was a Heterosexual male and didn't consider anything wrong with the offer. Until he was inside Jeffrey's apartment and realised that he was about to become a player in a sick homosexual perversion which had previously left sixteen other victim's dead and dismembered. Thirteen of these victim's were discovered in various states of decay and dismemberment in his apartment after his arrest.
In June of 1978 Dahmer found his first victim in eighteen year old Steven Hicks he was picked up while hitchhiking to his girlfriends house. They got to talking and Dahmer offered to buy Steven Hicks a couple of beers at a local bar. Steven thought this offer sounded find as long as Jeffrey would drive him to his girlfriends house later in the day. Steven Hicks was never seen alive again.
According to Jeffrey he drove Steven to his grandmothers house murdered him and placed him in a crawl space below her house. A week later he dismembered him and buried the body. At a later date he was forced to dig the body back up. He then ground down what was left of Steven Hicks. No Remains of Steven have ever been found.
On September.15, 1987 Jeffrey meets Steven W.Tuomi, twenty eight years. He is to become Jeffrey Dahmers second victim. Steven like so many after him becomes a sexual plaything for Jeffrey Dahmer. Raped, murdered and dismembered.
In January 1988, Jeffrey Picks up a male by the of James E.Doxtator in West Allis he is enticed by Jeffrey's offer. Little did he know that same afternoon he would become the third victim of Jeffrey Dahmer.
Only two months later in March 1988, Jeffrey Dahmer thinks his pray's have been answered when he meets Richard Guerrero. Richard is taken back to Jeffrey's grandmothers house and murdered, raped, photographed and dismembered.
In 1989 Jeffrey visit's a gay bar called "La Cage." At closing time outside the bar he is approached by a man called Anthony Sears. Anthony's friend Jeffrey Connor offers to drive the men to Jeffrey's grandmothers house. They are dropped of at the corner of 56th street, in Lincoln, in West Allis. Anthony Sears is never seen again, but his skull, scalp and penis are found in Jeffrey Dahmer's apartment when he is arrested over two years later.
In June 1990, Dahmer is on the prowl once again. Victim number six comes in the form of Raymond Smith. He Drugs, Murders, rapes and dismembers him. A painted skull discovered two years later is that of Raymond Smith.
Edward Smith meets Dahmer in June 1990, at a bar called "The Phoenix Bar." They get to talking and find they have alot in common Jeffrey makes a suggestion that they go back to his place for sex. The offer is accepted and they travel back to his apartment via a taxi. Once inside they engage in sexual activity and it's then that Edward is killed. No traces of Edwards body have ever been found.
Sometime in September 1990, Jeffrey got to talking with a man called Ernest Miller he had met Ernest outside well known homosexual bookstore on North 27th Street. He had asked Ernest if he wanted to go back to his place for some fun and to watch pornographic videos Ernest agreed. He was murdered, unlike the rest of his victims Jeffrey kept his body and had millers full size skeleton in his bedroom.
Three weeks later, Jeffrey meets David Thomas he is enticed by Jeffrey's offer and goes back to his apartment. Once there Dahmer kills him and photographs the body in different states of dismemberment. He is identified by his sister by the photographs that were taken.
At 4p.m. in February 1991, Another victim meets Jeffrey Dahmer he is Curtis Straughter. He is murdered with Jeffrey's leather belt. Dahmer keeps the skull, hands and genitals from this victim. He is later identified by dental records.
On April the 7th 1991, Jeffrey Dahmer meets Errol Lindsey outside the same bookstore that he previously met Ernest Miller. He decides to go with Jeffrey to his apartment. Once there he is drugged, raped and dismembered. Jeffrey decides to keep Errol's skin this is found after his arrest. He is identified from dental records.
Tony Huges was the next victim of Jeffrey Dahmer they met at a gay club called the "219 Club". Tony was born death and dumb, but communicated with Dahmer by writing with him and also lip reading. Back at his apartment he was drugged, strangled and died sometime shortly after. His corpse layed on the ground for three days. Before Jeffrey went to work on him. He was to be identified by dental records.
Dahmer met Konerak Sinthasomphone on the twenty seventh of may 1991, he accepted Dahmer's offer of money. He posed for photo's in his underwear and was killed soon after. Parts of his body were keep and used by Dahmer at a later date.
It's now a month later and Jeffrey goes to a gay pride parade in Chicago and meets Matt Turner. He invites him to come back with him to Milwaukee.He says yes and they travel back to Milwaukee in a greyhound bus to Jeffrey's home town and killing field. Once there they engage in sex and he is then killed.His head and internal organs were found in Jeffrey's freezer his headless torso was also in the apartment.
One week later Dahmer meets Jeremiah Weinberger also in chicago. They met in a gay bar called "Carol's Gay Bar" from there both men travel back to Milwaukee and start to live together as a couple, until Jeffrey decides to kill him on the fourth day. His head was in Jeffrey's freezer at the time of his arrest and his body was found next to Turners.
On July 15th 1991 Jeffrey comes across a man called Oliver lacey he like so many others before him is killed and photographed in various stages of dismemberment. His head was found in Jeffrey's Freezer his heart was in the refrigerator.
Four days later he mets a white man called Joseph Bradehoft he is murdered and the corpse left on Jeffrey's bed for two days until he starts to dismember him .His head was found in the freezer the same day Dahmer is arrested.
The last and only surviving person to escape from Jeffrey Dahmer is a black man called Tracey Edwards he is the only survivor who lived to tell the tale.
With his heart pounding Tracey Edwards made a grab for the door of oxford apartment 213. His only instinct was to run to be free of the mad man who had only moments earlier held a butcher's knife to his body and threaten him with death. Tracey was destined to become victim number seventeen until he made a break for freedom.
Tracey had accepted the offer made by Jeffrey to go back to his apartment to watch pornographic videos. Tracey was a Heterosexual male and didn't consider anything wrong with the offer. Until he was inside Jeffrey's apartment and realised that he was about to become a player in a sick homosexual perversion which had previously left sixteen other victim's dead and dismembered. Thirteen of these victim's were discovered in various states of decay and dismemberment in his apartment after his arrest.
In June of 1978 Dahmer found his first victim in eighteen year old Steven Hicks he was picked up while hitchhiking to his girlfriends house. They got to talking and Dahmer offered to buy Steven Hicks a couple of beers at a local bar. Steven thought this offer sounded find as long as Jeffrey would drive him to his girlfriends house later in the day. Steven Hicks was never seen alive again.
According to Jeffrey he drove Steven to his grandmothers house murdered him and placed him in a crawl space below her house. A week later he dismembered him and buried the body. At a later date he was forced to dig the body back up. He then ground down what was left of Steven Hicks. No Remains of Steven have ever been found.
On September.15, 1987 Jeffrey meets Steven W.Tuomi, twenty eight years. He is to become Jeffrey Dahmers second victim. Steven like so many after him becomes a sexual plaything for Jeffrey Dahmer. Raped, murdered and dismembered.
In January 1988, Jeffrey Picks up a male by the of James E.Doxtator in West Allis he is enticed by Jeffrey's offer. Little did he know that same afternoon he would become the third victim of Jeffrey Dahmer.
Only two months later in March 1988, Jeffrey Dahmer thinks his pray's have been answered when he meets Richard Guerrero. Richard is taken back to Jeffrey's grandmothers house and murdered, raped, photographed and dismembered.
In 1989 Jeffrey visit's a gay bar called "La Cage." At closing time outside the bar he is approached by a man called Anthony Sears. Anthony's friend Jeffrey Connor offers to drive the men to Jeffrey's grandmothers house. They are dropped of at the corner of 56th street, in Lincoln, in West Allis. Anthony Sears is never seen again, but his skull, scalp and penis are found in Jeffrey Dahmer's apartment when he is arrested over two years later.
In June 1990, Dahmer is on the prowl once again. Victim number six comes in the form of Raymond Smith. He Drugs, Murders, rapes and dismembers him. A painted skull discovered two years later is that of Raymond Smith.
Edward Smith meets Dahmer in June 1990, at a bar called "The Phoenix Bar." They get to talking and find they have alot in common Jeffrey makes a suggestion that they go back to his place for sex. The offer is accepted and they travel back to his apartment via a taxi. Once inside they engage in sexual activity and it's then that Edward is killed. No traces of Edwards body have ever been found.
Sometime in September 1990, Jeffrey got to talking with a man called Ernest Miller he had met Ernest outside well known homosexual bookstore on North 27th Street. He had asked Ernest if he wanted to go back to his place for some fun and to watch pornographic videos Ernest agreed. He was murdered, unlike the rest of his victims Jeffrey kept his body and had millers full size skeleton in his bedroom.
Three weeks later, Jeffrey meets David Thomas he is enticed by Jeffrey's offer and goes back to his apartment. Once there Dahmer kills him and photographs the body in different states of dismemberment. He is identified by his sister by the photographs that were taken.
At 4p.m. in February 1991, Another victim meets Jeffrey Dahmer he is Curtis Straughter. He is murdered with Jeffrey's leather belt. Dahmer keeps the skull, hands and genitals from this victim. He is later identified by dental records.
On April the 7th 1991, Jeffrey Dahmer meets Errol Lindsey outside the same bookstore that he previously met Ernest Miller. He decides to go with Jeffrey to his apartment. Once there he is drugged, raped and dismembered. Jeffrey decides to keep Errol's skin this is found after his arrest. He is identified from dental records.
Tony Huges was the next victim of Jeffrey Dahmer they met at a gay club called the "219 Club". Tony was born death and dumb, but communicated with Dahmer by writing with him and also lip reading. Back at his apartment he was drugged, strangled and died sometime shortly after. His corpse layed on the ground for three days. Before Jeffrey went to work on him. He was to be identified by dental records.
Dahmer met Konerak Sinthasomphone on the twenty seventh of may 1991, he accepted Dahmer's offer of money. He posed for photo's in his underwear and was killed soon after. Parts of his body were keep and used by Dahmer at a later date.
It's now a month later and Jeffrey goes to a gay pride parade in Chicago and meets Matt Turner. He invites him to come back with him to Milwaukee.He says yes and they travel back to Milwaukee in a greyhound bus to Jeffrey's home town and killing field. Once there they engage in sex and he is then killed.His head and internal organs were found in Jeffrey's freezer his headless torso was also in the apartment.
One week later Dahmer meets Jeremiah Weinberger also in chicago. They met in a gay bar called "Carol's Gay Bar" from there both men travel back to Milwaukee and start to live together as a couple, until Jeffrey decides to kill him on the fourth day. His head was in Jeffrey's freezer at the time of his arrest and his body was found next to Turners.
On July 15th 1991 Jeffrey comes across a man called Oliver lacey he like so many others before him is killed and photographed in various stages of dismemberment. His head was found in Jeffrey's Freezer his heart was in the refrigerator.
Four days later he mets a white man called Joseph Bradehoft he is murdered and the corpse left on Jeffrey's bed for two days until he starts to dismember him .His head was found in the freezer the same day Dahmer is arrested.
The last and only surviving person to escape from Jeffrey Dahmer is a black man called Tracey Edwards he is the only survivor who lived to tell the tale.
lördag 10 januari 2009
seaside
lördagkväll i Norrköping. ska bli rätt skönt att komma tillbaka till Stockholm imorgon. finns en rfsl lokal här i staden som kallas seaside. där har jag nog vart väldigt många lördagskvällar. känns som det var roligare förr där? eller så är det jag som blivit äldre och tappat intresset? blir ju 21 snart. fast iof, har det stället att både tacka och hata för mycket. kl 23 ska jag hämta Ric så drar vi dit och kollar läget iaf. seaside kommer alltid vara seaside. minnen!
måndag 5 januari 2009
Milczenie Owiec - Frozen (cover)
fick reda ganska hastigt idag på att jag hade en chans på att få åka till malmö och bli modellfotograferad i veckan. så nu är onsdagen den 7/1 bokad för detta. ska bli spännande. Det är jag och 2 andra killar den onsdagen. Ska bli fotograferade både i par och solo och i grupp. vi ska ha varsin portfolio klara efter den dagen så kommer bli full rulle. från kl 10 på morgonen till 19 på kvällen. det ska sedan visas för bland annat H&M som ska ha nya modeller till en ny butik samt nya katalogen. om man blir utvald så ska man ner den 12/1 igen och köra den plåtningen. riktigt kul och se vad som händer. annars fungerar den här killen som jag har kontakt med som argentur vad jag fattat det som satt bilderna ligger vällan kvar och man får en ny chans annars. roligt med proffsfoto. jag är van vid att vara bakom kameran så får se om det lyckas med några bra bilder från deras håll. jag är nyfiken och nervös.
December
Nu var det sådär överdrivet längesen jag skrev igen. ber om ursäkt som vanligt. dels beror detta på att jag började nästan att blogga en novell om min operation som aldrig blir klar. får se när jag publicerar den.
får passa på att säga att det gick bra med första operationen och att jag hade en jättefin jul uppe i sidensjö hos min mormor och att nyår var jätte trevligt. hade middag med Calle, Fredrik, Michaela och Nicoline över. min karl var med också såklart.
får passa på att säga att det gick bra med första operationen och att jag hade en jättefin jul uppe i sidensjö hos min mormor och att nyår var jätte trevligt. hade middag med Calle, Fredrik, Michaela och Nicoline över. min karl var med också såklart.
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